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[03 Jan 2006|06:28pm] |
I gave up on New Years Resolutions years ago. I have never been able to keep them, it's usually about January 10 when I forget what it or they were. It was never worth it to come up with what I really wanted to change in 365 days, and then completely forget less than a month later. I was going to stop that this year, and actually make one, but I have since decided that instead of planning on doing something within the year and probably failing, I'm going to forget about it now and just do what I actually want to do, and hope I succeed.
I want to find something to fall back on. In the past year, I have lost friends, a husband, and seemingly myself. Yeah, I'm dating some fisherman from Alaska now, but he's there and I'm in Los Angeles so we all know how that one's going to end.
Anyway. I started writing this and got distracted looking for something. Story of my life; always distracted looking for something else. I think I just want something new and it's becoming harder and harder to find.
I should be doing the AIM thing more often in the coming weeks. If you see me on, do me a favor and IM me because I have like, three people on my buddy list and they're always away when I'm around. assumedapplegate. I'll do what I can to at least entertain you.
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[23 Dec 2005|08:19pm] |
I'm going to be the cliche here and write about Christmas. It's that time of year and it's definitely been in my head as of late.
I'm really not in that Christmas spirit. Usually by now, I'm totally into it. Playing the music, have done all my shopping, and am generally looking forward to the holiday. This year I run for ear plugs when I hear Christmas songs, and I still have quite a few people left to shop for. It doesn't feel like Christmas, and I'm not in the mood for it to be. I can't blame being in New York and away from friends and family because they're pretty much all here. I've also spent many holidays in New York. Can't blame lack of snow because it's there, and I've celebrated with and without. If you're ever in the city at this time of year, you know you can't blame any lack of spirit because it's everywhere you turn. Nothing is lacking, I'm just not feeling it. Is anyone else having this problem? I feel like I'm the only one because everyone else seems to be totally into the whole holiday thing.
I'm giving it until Sunday to decide if there's something really wrong. If I'm still not into it, I'm obviously screwed up.
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[16 Dec 2005|02:01pm] |
I haven't fallen off the face of the earth yet, trust me. I plan to stick around. I don't have a hell of a lot to say right now, that's the problem. Been busy with Sweet Charity. It has pretty much taken over my life since we started. Every day I wake up, do a few things, and go to the theatre. Yes, my life is really that boring. I love it though; the show is amazing, but it ends at the end of this month. It's different every night and I think that's what makes it so much more fun. No audience sees the same show, and we're never putting on the same show, so we're never bored. It'll be a nice change of lifestyle once it's over, only because then I get to do something else completely different. Though I'll probably just end up back in Los Angeles, figuring out this whole divorce mess. I've heard all the rumors circulating about how I cheated on him, but I won't get into that here. Maybe I did, maybe I didn't. I bet you would like to know.
If you're in the New York area between now and December 31, come see the show. I guarantee that it'll be worth it.
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[11 Dec 2005|10:50am] |
I hate this introduction shit. I'm Christina, you've probably seen me in a few movies. All of my icons suck but I don't feel like making any more.
AIM: AssumedApplegate
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